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9_of_clubs
07 February 2013 @ 02:22 am
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I don't have a side of a mountain so the internet it is. (blah)
 
 
9_of_clubs
05 February 2013 @ 04:26 am
and sick

and throwing up

and period

and tired

and jealous

and lonely

and miss-ey (My finicky psych professor would tell me this is not a real word, that the above covers it.  But lonely is a state of being, miss needs a DOoA and that makes it accurate.)  

and

and

and

Someone take this journal away from me

(But I did finish that stupid
assignment!)


Nostalgically blue, ache, like I'm missing something.
 
 
 
9_of_clubs
02 February 2013 @ 05:56 am
So many stupid things the brain wants to say, but not tonight. Instead just, ow

Ow, ow, ow, ow ow ow. Ow. 

so many things
 
 
9_of_clubs
31 December 2012 @ 04:16 pm
So last day of 2012 - it's been an interesting year. My highest highs and lowest lows (ever, I might hazard). So I'm half incredibly sorry to see it go and half good fucking riddance.

Last year on New Year's I was happy, really, genuinely happy, despite all the family crap and the stress - and excited I guess, for what was to come. Now everything's more or less neutral once more, so here's to finding that again somewhere in 2013. 

My love to everyone who's spent this year with me and whomever is reading this. <3
 
 
 
9_of_clubs
30 December 2012 @ 10:56 pm
Fuck you doubly LJ, for making me rethink the post and then posting it anyway. 
 
 
 
9_of_clubs
30 December 2012 @ 09:39 pm
It's not the laptop's fault, do not throw the laptop. It's not the laptop's fault, do not throw the laptop.
 
 
 
9_of_clubs
28 December 2012 @ 10:43 pm
asdfasfl;awflj'ladkfksklfs/fma/dsmf/dsmf/ds,fmjabdkkfasjdfadsbdsv.
 
 
9_of_clubs
12 December 2012 @ 04:41 am
Foot - mouth, foot- fingers. Fist-gut. Sleepless
 
 
 
9_of_clubs
06 December 2012 @ 03:53 am
it just eats and eats away 
 
 
9_of_clubs
01 December 2012 @ 05:03 pm
Pairing: Dean/Balth
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: None
Word Count: 175
Summary: They're always pushing, maybe towards nothing at all. 
Well, are you going to play?Collapse )